`` I pause, all is dark once again. But wait, i'm not alone. I hear something, feel something rush through me like life. It is gone. Momentary lapse I figure as this is darkness, where nothing, nothing survives.
`` I see a window in the darkness for there is no light. I watch over the endless sea of void of a promised, and somewhat cherished eternity. I see nothing, but I once again hear. This is mine, go away, how dare you! Then again it is gone.
`` It seems easier this time. I have somewhat become accustomed to it, maybe I have been desensitsed.... then again - from what? I have no comparison. I hear a voice - your voice - I go to scream. Shut up!
`` You don't respond to my cry so loud - you are deaf so cannot hear. You see but do not avert the aggression - should I retaliate - how do I retaliate. I stop screaming - for it is futile, it is easier to image you are not there. You are there. You words are something - is it comfort, is it to me? Should I respond. How? You wait.
I open my eyes.